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Sometimes goodbye is the only way.. Saturday, May 16, 2009
actually..do so much for wat?
sacrifice so much for wat?
care so much for wat?
well,just for the RELATIONSHIP between me and you..
but why?
why u always break down my mood?
why u always think the bad side of me?
why u always feels that im wrong?
why u always feels that im useless?
is it my fault ?
or is it u DONT understand what am i thinking?
i hv short memory
i forget thing easily
but i just cant forget what u talk to me;what u do to me
sometimes,pretending as i done care are not easy..
cant u just pay more attention on what am i doing?
cant u just care about what am i doing?
cant u just give me some encouragement?
having short memory not i can choose de..
if i can,i don't wish to forget too..
coz i dont wanna let u scold
and say "what am i thinking?"
well,say honestly
i hv so much thing to think until my brain go blanks
weird huh?
u make me hv a feel that
im nt a part of this family
im nt son of u
yea,i agree im nt a part of this family..
so,why do i hv to clean up this house for u?
jz for the sake that u are my mom?lols..
if u treat me better,
maybe i will clean the house for u..
but,think urself bah..
dont say other ppl..
u urself are the SAME =)
i do hv a heart
which cant feel anything
coz it hurts BY u
until i cant feel anything .
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i did everything like shit today
forget this forget that
knock here knock there
was finding my saving account book
its in front of me yet i find my whole room and whole car
wth am i doing?
wth am i thinking?
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